mom, am i failing?

so, you know that day when you wake up, and everything just feels so right. like you know where you're heading. like life is actually looking up. like if you died today, it'd be sort of alright. in a weird way. when everything is in perfect balance. and there's that one person who makes you feel so good about yourself. like maybe you'd be invincible.

yeah. well. today is not that day.
that phrase, "everything in moderation"....please, please try applying to my life.