Tumblr isn't blocked at school. And I don't know who reads this or how much they like Tumblr. But I'm seriously, I should say was addicted. I had to quit cold turkey when I lost internet. But to the story. I had been checking it at school. Yesterday was topless tuesday. And then today I was unable to log on to my school computer account so automatically my mind goes, "OH MY GOD, THEY LOOKED AT MY HISTORY. I'M GETTING KICKED OUT OF SCHOOL." I was able to get on in my next hour. Thank god.
After that story, this will seem kind of out of place. But I just wrote an essay for my English teacher about perspective. This was sort of inspired by an article in Urban Tulsa this week. I said it was a value I hold. FUCK YOU MS. ARNOLD. How is that for non-cliche? Well, this essay made me think about perspective. So maybe it was decent or maybe that's how my mind just works.
I know how people see me. I'm kind of an asshole. And ever since 2 years ago I told myself I was going to make people see me differently. This will work with new friends. Usually. It's sometimes easier to just do what is expected of you though.
I want college because I want a way to escape everything that everyone here expects from me. I know that sounds selfish and I could just change what I do. But regardless.
I don't know what else to say.
I like this girl, and she wrote about me on her blog and adjiewjfaijfwiao. This is reciprocity.
The wall of this library has what is supposed to look like a fish tank. But it's really just a painting. Perspective.
