Today was one of the weirdest days I've experienced in a while. Everyone was in a odd mood from the cold weather. The all around "school day" was alright. After school...not so much.
No more yelling fights in high school parking lots.
No more jealousy for no reason.
No more wasting my time.
I'm feeling optimistic about my grades, at least. I find myself wishing i could transfer this optimism into some other realm of my life.
I don't see what it is about me that makes me compare everything. Now, this isn't to say like i compare myself. But I get so frustrated. I'm a little sad I didn't pick the EDGE contest as my commercial thing for tech. Instead I chose to make a public service announcement. I hate that I am unintentionally like that.
I don't know what I want.
Ask me what it's like to have myself so figured out. I wish I knew.
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