This is a good thing. I feel better living where I do now. Not in a sense that my new place is better/worse. People like to feel connected, and I'm no different.
Thus far, my fall break has been spent in Arkansas. I had a lot more fun there than I had originally thought that I would. I wanted to stay here, in Owasso, and hang out with people. But the thing is if I had I know that I would have done the same thing I always do and not have gone anywhere.
I don't know what you feel like, but I do know my own feelings. I miss being in control of these situations and always being like, I know what is going to happen, but how often does anyone really ever know? Right now there are things that I wouldn't like to see happen. That is selfishness, and I'm aware. At the same time I feel like i don't care what necessarily happens, I just want to know that it has.
If that makes any sense to anyone at all.
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